Thirteenth.

My beautiful cousin. I don't know where I would be without her. We are sitting in Gan Bei which probably is the best resturaunt here, and waiting for our food. I am so proud because I got her to watch Spartacus and Game of Thrones and those of you who know her know how hard it is to get her to do that.

Twelfth.

My cousin is here. Yay. (that was not a sarcastic yay, but think about it, it's not easy to convay(?) emotions in the world of cyberspace. Just think of how many fights that have started because of the lack of emotions through texting or facebooking, huh I can totally imagine that HA!) Back to the topic at hand, now I know I can remove the slightly unrelevant thought I just wrote but I blog to write my thoughts, of course not all but most so I will let it stay on. But Zinga is here, finally! I missed her, I miss everybody so having her here gives me a bit of home back. Now I am a little jealous though since she is going to Turkey for two weeks, and well I am stuck here..? But we can't have it all can we? We're going out tonight with the rest as she want to see the nightlife here (even though it consists out of sleezy guys, sweaty people and hard to breathe environment).

Having a little bit of fun while listening to the Pitbull remix of Ai Se Eu Te Pego, yes I like Pitbull, what you gonna do about that! Huh?! Come at me brah! What yah gonna do? CAPS LOCK ME TO DEATH? Correct my grammar? Ahem sorry again I apologize. MOVING ON: Yesterday was the most fun I have had in months, honestly. Water fight between me and a couple of others! Of course I was the wild card, meaning that i switched teams all the time by making deals (6) muahahha. It started as a harmless prank which escelated into a fullout fight leading to the dreanching of both us (Me, Evan, Suzie, Ohshin and Jinsoo) and the whole fucking lvl5 hallway, which we had to clean up afterwards.

Have a good night - Feeling good and happpy for the first time in a long time :)

Eleventh.

I'm in a good mood today... why? I have no idea and I realize that I havent posted anything in forever but honestly? I have a test tomorrow in first aid, theory. Next week first aid, practical. So here is a quick review of things, I had my first actual lecture on monday aaaaand it was so amazingly disastrous. I wont go into detail but lets say that the second day wasnt much better but yesterday was amazing. It was CPR and how first aid should be managed if nothing of the theoretical material isn't present. On saturday there is a big party which of course I am going to, the best part is that we get to decide the playlist and would I be me if I didn't add "Oppan Gangnam Dance" by Psy? I have been listening to it non-stop for the past few weeks and the dancing, let's just say I hope it comes on when everybody is drunk enough not to notice me. The new Macarena! To make up for my absence I shall reward you by showing my various emotions during the day because it so happens that i have started to eat normally again, and then i also mean candy with actual sized meals without the need to force them down my throat. You're all welcome.

have a nice night - Exhausted and gotta-study-one-more-hour

Tenth.

Here's the thing, life takes wierd turns. So wierd you wonder if you are dreaming or not... Today I meet new people, strenghted my old bonds as well as keep the new ones I have made. The twist? I also meet someone from my past who I have not spoken to or seen for five and a half years. She moved from Sweden to Australia with her family and now she is here with her boyfriend/fianceé as he hasn't officially asked her. At first I didn't recognize her but then she laughed and let me tell you she has a very, very distinct laugh. I would know it anywhere as she was my sparring partner for three years in the Taekwondo area. "Laurin?" "Lewar? The fuck are you doing here?!?" The two girls scream and hug eachother while the latter's boyfriend watch on with a wierd facial expression. "I study here, so I should be the one asking you that. Oh, and nice accent." Lewar laughs. "Well, I couldn't leave the aussie country without taking something with me... well two things." Laurin takes Lewar's hand and introduces her to her boyfriend. "Lewar this is Jason, Jason this is Lewar." Well you get the picture. Here's the creepy thing I dreamt of her the night before. As I said, life is wierd and it keeps on getting wierder. I am also to recieve visit from Porsche next week as he and his gf is backpacking through Europe before he has to get to work at the company/bank which is this november. And my dear, beautiful cousin is coming to me at the end of the month. Things keep getting better! On to the bad things then, the washing machine's in this place suck! The one on our floor is broken, the one on floor 6 is broken, the one on floor 8 is broken and all dryer's are broken except for the one on floor 2 and 7. Seriously people! Some fresh clothes would be nice (drama queen of course I have clean clothes). Today we also had a worshop on stress... quite fitting for the day I had today because not only is there a problem with the machines of washing but also the fuckig ATM's and store's. I couldn't pay or withdraw because my code wasn't correct but I think I know my code! Have a good night -Amazed and annoyed

Ninth.

Tuesday is back which marks my two week anniversery here in Kaunas, Lithuania. Right now I am talking to Dilan and after a hard session whch has lasted 20 minutes I have finally convinced her to come visit me in the beginning of November so Ellie if you are reading this come. with. her. As for the other people let me know when you can come and we shall make it so! Dramatic flare sorry. This makes me happy, I mean of course it makes me happy but I mean in another way I can't quite explain it but whatever. I hope that people will continue to come visit me because even though it might not be England or Bora Bora this place has it's own charm when it comes to character and of course the prices. My spanish friends told me that Lithuania is just as expensive as Spain which makes me feel like a dick when I say that everthing is so cheap. We swedes are lucky that we get CSN, beacuse with it we are able to live like KINGS! Okay sorry I will control myself, I'll focus on the task at hand. On friday we have the initiation cermony and on thurday the rehersal, I don't know about you guys but for me... anything with a rehersal is a big deal. After that we will probably go out partying as tradition states. Today nothing happened except that we were supposed to bake a apple-rasberry pie but that didn't work out so its a plan for tomorrow. I guess that is all for tonight. Have sweet dreams -Excited

Eight.

Lazy sunday... sweeter words have never been spoken. Woke up at 13.15 and stayed in my bed til 16.00 before Riz came into the room and we started watching Never Back Down 2 but we don't get very far as Teddy texts and says that they are going to Akropolis. Of we go around 18-19 to eat, ice-skate and see The Possesion. Horrible movie when you watch and then you re like "Dafaq did I just watch?". Then we went back to Sami's place and cilled and now I am home... Tired as fuck witch means a short post. Have a good night sleep, I know I will. -Tired

Seventh.

Today's submission to this blog wont focus on what I did today but on something else. My wonderful girls.

I miss them so much, even though I have made new friends here there is nothing that beats my friendship with them! They sent me this picture yesterday and just when I needed it I must say... things have been a bit so-so here, nothing major depression (yes I noticed the bad grammar)but still nothing beats home with my friend and family. Urmas was the destination today and I made a big catch in a toaster/'smörgåsgrill'/waffle-maker/burger-frying/hotdog-making machine... they put everthing and put it into a neat machine. All this for only 79 LT (shees I feel like a tv-shop announcer). Then I got a manicure (yesssss a manicure you just saw what you saw people) and then I got to the hostel to eat some hotdogs. Good night and have a good dream(s)-Happy

Sixth.

Labas! For those of you who don't know labas means hi in lithuanian which the superior people of ur species probably figured out. Hey no hard feelings even if you didn't it's okay. Today was the first really cold day, rain and wind. BLÄH! Not in this magnitude and combo please.I also got my library card (YAY) only thing is that it is made of plastic :S so it probably wont last for the comming years but hey if they wanna contribute to the increase of world problems then fine. It's friday and people are out partying or are going out now but I'm staying in the room with Valda to watch movies and eat. We are both exhausted and we also have plans tomorrow, we are going to the Urmas market, getting our nails doen (because it is cheap and good apper.) and then we will see what the day gives... There isn't much to update on today unfortunatly, but one thing is pusè which means both direction and half, but the example of the pronunciation of the 'usé' was the english word pussy which means? I am short, 1.59 but short, so guess what my nickname has turned into? Considering that I am short and a 'half' as they put it... that is right I am a pusé/pussy. Funny if they wouldn't have used it on me but alright. That is all, and now I am going to watch another movie with my new friend. Have a chill night and hope you will think of good things. -Cold and tired.

Fifth.

Two picture's from the top floor of the university that really hit me in the gut, but in a seriously wierd way... Here is the mumie

aaaaaaaaand here is the mumie-lungs

Today I finally changed groups... after a havock of whatever or not whatever but I slept in as I was supposed to meet with a guy at 8 am to go change our groups. So, I woke up at 8.12 checked the time and the only coherent thought racing through my head was fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Grabbed a pair of jeans and my bag, ran downstairs while putting my hair up in a bun and saw that he wasn't there so I go an take a cab, tell him to take me to universitetas (in lithuanian mind you) and arrived at the scene at approx. 8.26. There I was told by the guy that I was supposed to go with that they don't open til 9 but we go up anyways and bam we get switched to our current group (34). Then it's all about beating the clock to the hospital for the lecture and did we do it? YES! Boring lecture but okay... when it ended I went to the hostel, took a shower and wore a fuckin' Be-hå! Think that I went til noon without it :S. Never again especially with all the running. So now I am gonna go downstair to eat some spaghetti bolgonese which one of the swede's have made. Sweet dreams -Physically exhausted.

Fourth.

Fuck. My entire day can be explained by this commonly used, bad, inappropriate word. First an introductory class at 9.45 which leads to me dozing of during the so called quiz on Lithuania, I mean don't get me wrong it is intersting but after each answer to a question the teacher has to, and then i mean has to add an anecdote of his life, his family or study which takes up more of the designated time of which we could've ended earlier... It would also be more interested if the same information had not been brought up over and over again during my week long stay here. But what can you do? It's not like you can stand up inside the auditorium and scream, athough e and the people that I was sitting with had our fair share of fun during the quiz y making fun of the facts and the gestures the teacher wanted us to preform. The lecture ended at 11.00 and another would start at 11.15 but since me and three others were supposed to fix something in the uni office we decided that it was of a higher priority than the lectures of which none of us were listening to. Which brings me to my second part of the day that was... well, Fuck. I want to change groups, it might seem like a hasty decision on my part as I have barley started the course and haven't got the appropriate time or means to get to know my group bt before judging me let me state what I do know. It's the first group of the course which means that we get dibs on exams, mock's, quiz's and the first classes in the morning, FUN. The second thing is that the people are dry, and when I say dry I mean nose stuck up in the air, laughing when other people walk by or introducing themselves as the names are too wierd or funny... come on, please just no. Now I am not going to put everyone in one box and say well EVERYONE is like that but most are and honestly, you get tired quite fast. The faculty manager that is in charge of this wasn't in the office at 12.00 so we get told to come back around 14-15.00, we go back at 14.30 but is she there? Suprise she is not, and again we are told to come back at a later time which in this case meant 16.00. We go back there and then we are told that she has gone home for the day so she will be in tomorrow.

That meme was the only thing that went through my head. But whatever, atleast we got to see some cool (slightly disturbing) things, like mumies and dried out lungs and if my bloody cell would allow me to transfer pictures I would show you but i guess that will have to wait, no? Have a good night and wish me luck for tomorrow because I swear if she isn't there- I don't know what I would do. -Slightly Irritated and melancholic.

Third 2.0

I am so content. And if you are wondering why let me give you a hint.... Food. My God i love food, I love it so much that my heart hurts when my mouth isn't in the motion of eating. I am sitting in a chinese resturaunt here in Kaunas called Gan Bei the food, the drinks and the layout of the resturaunt.

I can post the pictures later on, if the modell (called Valda) approves and B... You two woulf either kill eachother or you would turn into best friends. You two are the contendors for the craziest chickas i know. Peking duck, a glass of Asti and rice turned into 40 Lt which is about 100 kr... WOW. I'm going home now and post the pictures if she allows it as well as when I am on the computer because it is easier. The lithuanian class was okay and I got homework, learn 1 to 10: vienas, du, trys, keturi, penki, šeši, septyri, aštuoni, devyni and dešimt. The š is pronounced sh and the i's at the end are pronounced e. Fun right? Labas Vakaras my friends - Contentment

Third

So, right now I am waiting for the clock to turn 13.15 so that I can take the trolley-bus and get to my first class. Lithuanian. Now, the actual classes and lectures doesn't officially start until the 17th of September but for the coming weeks we have introduction to the lithuanian language as well as introduction to the human body, which basically means that we can skip it if we don't want the highest (or high) mark(s). I am not saying that the highest mark is something I truly aim for but it is something that i truly want and therefore all I can do is to do my best and then some to see how it goes. Wish me luck? The place where I live at is a hostel and fortunatly for me I got a room on floor 5, the newly renovated one. I shudder to think what would happen if I got a room on floor 7. Each 'appartment' has two rooms, one single and one double, a bathroom and two frigdes. Since I got stuck with the double room I pay 350 LT a month for Wi-fi, heat, water, bed, wardrobe and so on. My roomate comes from Spain and she has started to teach me some spanish as I teach her some swedish (Watch out Kiruna, I'm coming to get you). She is so nice and sweet so I was lucky, but the girl living in the single room is another story. She wont acknowledge my existance, she blasts Bieber songs early mornings and russian songs for the rest of the day (not that I have anything against the kinds of music she listens to but have some consideration for the rest), takes 20 min showers when both me and Maria needs to get ready for uni. its 12.21, and I am going to get back to my show online. Have a good day. - Scared and wierded out somehow...

Second.

Introduction-day. We all decided to meet eachother at 8.15 to go to the Uni, of course some came late (but only by 5 minutes). There are two large groups in the hostel, the Swed's and the Spanish. We took the same trolleybus to go to the university and the number 1 is supposed to take you all the way but the spanish people decides to get of at an earlier station leading to panic within the swedish. "We need to get of! OMG we are going to be late! We are going to Vilnius! We are doomed." and so on. This then leads to us getting of at the stop after and a long, long walk which eventually got us to our destination. At the introduction we were introduced to the assebly hall of the school. Now an assembly hall is supposed to be big, spacious and air-conditioned. This one however was small, crowded and due to the lack of space and close proximity it got hot, HOT. But not to fret the teachers are nice and the students also seem nice. We later got into groups with out own private mentor who showed us around the city and the different places we are to have classes at. My favorite thing of the tour was of course the library,it was big, modern and the best part it was AC:d!

The hostel is okay but Mama Agda (an oh so gracious nickname for a person here because she is evil)is horrible and corrupted. No one likes her but what can you do but smile and hope she wont see the fakeness behind the smile. Imagen them giving our keys to the rooms because someone claims to live there... of course nothing happened as a girl actually believed she was living in said room but still. Who in their right mind does that! Have a nice time doing whatever. -Melancholia

First

Changes are important. Right now I am sitting on floor 2 with two of my new friends here. I realized that my english accent is enhanced when spending time with brits and I kind of like that. Suzie is a swed from Gothenborg, most students from Sweden are which kind of makes me feel alone in the world but what can you do? Something people need to know but choose to ignore is that Life is meant to be spent alone. Or no, Life is spent alone by default but it would be easier if you weren't alone. I moved from my home, from my parents, siblings. Basically from my life but as my father said(rough translation from Swedish to English): "This is a necessary step in life, towards something new so that you wont be stuck in the same pattern for the rest of your life. Because that isn't to live.". It doesn't mean that it isn't depressing I mean who would be compleatly fine after abruptly leave everything behind and just start over? (Rethorical question people, I know.) I have always had a good life, got what I need, want and more but to live a lifestyle like that isn't good for your own pride. I would never be able to do that. The result? I moved to Lithuania to study medicine. The town is called Kaunas, things are so fucking cheap here it's crazy, the people are rude and angry, you have to wait atleast 20 minutes for the food to arrive and the buildings are half-falling apart... But you know what? I'm okay with that. With cheap things I can save money, with rude people I can learn how to be careful and with the half-falling buildings, well let's just say that I will learn how to appreciate the inside(?), maybe. Tomorrow is the introduction day and the day after that the real fun will begin, we'll see how everything works out. Have a nice time with whatever you do. -Melancholia